LOST

Who am I?
Where can I even begin?
You lost your mind again
You sink into my skin
and coiled yourself around my spine
You stole the remaining parts of my pride
But I didn't even try to fight
It wasn't a light I saw in your eyes,
Just reflections of mine

Where do you think you're going?
I can't do this on my own

Who are you?
Who is this monster I see
Sleeping, lying next to me,
You always promised me that you would keep your composure
He spoke through his teeth
I shook at his touch
He'll keep me second guessing until he's done

I need to get away from here
My life is not my own

Tear me up, lay me down
With no direction, I'm running wild
Can you save me?
Because lately this dark has made its home in me.
I'm just in love with my denial
I'm lost and wandering like a child.